It's been 2 weeks, i don't really know what happened to me, what i'm thinking about, even myself. It's been a long time that i didn't use my blog already. I just thought of it few days ago, and now, i feel that this is the only place that i can write everything down of what i'm thinking.
I think most of the post in my blog, when i'm writing them, it's always with some tears， not excepting now. I guess my blog name is just right. Yes, i am a positive-minded guy, i know i am too, but inside my heart, even myself, i don't know how many scars, how much hurts i have in it.
The first and most hurtful scar i ever had in my life, yes, i admit that, maybe, it was my first love, the first relationship i ever got into that serious. How hurtful is that? I don't know if any of friends or anyone else could understand it or not. But it is just really indescribable. I can only once again tell what had happened about it. You just treat my love that i gave you, just like dumping it like throwing a rubbish into a trash can. I don't know if you're happy now or not, i wanted to know, but we're just not friend anymore. Of coarse i want you to be happy, and can be back to friends like we were. Wish you happy!
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