有病的人，不一定不开心，健康的人也未必一定开心。其实世事这东西，永远都说不定，说不准。在这世上，有哪种人是不会死的！也不是说，谁比较老，谁就比较早走。有病的人，也不一定走的比没病的人早。就像我爸，在生时，不嫖不喝不赌也不抽烟，到最后，也就那样走了。这世上，充满着考验和惊喜！好的惊喜，不好的惊喜，发生在面前，唯一的选择也就只有接受。
People who are sick, not necessarily unhappy, but also to people who are healthy, may not necessarily happy。 In fact, things are always unexpectable and unpredictable. In this world, everyone will die, meet their finish line, who will not? Is not to say that who is older, will come more to leave early. Sick people, not certain to go earlier than not ill people. Just like my dad, during his whole lifetime, did not drink, did not gamble, did not smoke, but in the end, unexpected thing happened on him. This world is full of trials and surprises! Good surprises, bad surprises occur in the front, the only option, is accept.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Lucky day!
Today is the last day of school before spring break! Should be happy, but yet, have 2 midterms, no, 3 actually. But i'm just so lucky in all my exams today. So, i guess it won't be a worry for me to enjoy me spring break then? :) Why am i saying that I'm lucky in my exams, is because, for the first exams which is Sociology exam, pretty easy, i didn't really study, but it was all what my teacher talked about in the lectures. So yea... ;)
The 2nd exam, history, who likes history, i mean, need lots of memorization, but guess what? The teacher allow us to bring one of the exercise from each chapters, and i brought the right one with me, which is exactly the same topic as the essay i'll have to write. Guess i wasn't really writing, but copying :P Thank God that have such blessing of luck on me on my midterm day. <3
The 2nd exam, history, who likes history, i mean, need lots of memorization, but guess what? The teacher allow us to bring one of the exercise from each chapters, and i brought the right one with me, which is exactly the same topic as the essay i'll have to write. Guess i wasn't really writing, but copying :P Thank God that have such blessing of luck on me on my midterm day. <3
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Music
Once, my mum ask me, 'Why do you like to listen to the musics so loud?" i wanted to explain, but i couldn't, and ignored her. The fact is, i really couldn't explain, it's like explaining a feeling. How am i gonna explain a feeling of myself? But, i can express a little?
It's like, every time i listen to the music in a very high volume, i get to enjoy myself so much, felt so relax, stressless. It's like locking myself in an imagination room and think or do whatever you want in it. Being in the room, it's just like being in another world. A world of mine. So sometimes, when i get mad, pissed, unhappy, i'll just choose to lock myself in this room. Is the only and simple way to let myself back into normal form. lol
Once again, this whole new world i'm currently living in now, really still need some time to suit myself to be in it. I was texting with someone, i told this person that i'm gonna have my first meal of the day with you guys, it's actually dinner time. Then what i get from this person is, whatever, i'm eating now lol. Hmm..i'll just say, thanks you for asking and god bless you. :)
It's like, every time i listen to the music in a very high volume, i get to enjoy myself so much, felt so relax, stressless. It's like locking myself in an imagination room and think or do whatever you want in it. Being in the room, it's just like being in another world. A world of mine. So sometimes, when i get mad, pissed, unhappy, i'll just choose to lock myself in this room. Is the only and simple way to let myself back into normal form. lol
Once again, this whole new world i'm currently living in now, really still need some time to suit myself to be in it. I was texting with someone, i told this person that i'm gonna have my first meal of the day with you guys, it's actually dinner time. Then what i get from this person is, whatever, i'm eating now lol. Hmm..i'll just say, thanks you for asking and god bless you. :)
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
现在的我！
有人说我不懂得认真和珍惜。那我想说，这也很不好吧，问题是，当人家这样对我的时候，我的感觉如何？想一想吧.. :)
我可以100%的告诉你，我以前不是这样的。这代表了什么？我变了？还是另外一种方式说好了，别人影响了我，把我变成这样？
别人那样对我的时候，我可以和谁讲？跟那些对我那样的人讲吗？他们都能这样对我了，我跟他们讲，他们还会理吗？
现在的我，学会了怎么看，怎么分！真的还是假的，我都看得到，就只是看我理不理而已。我觉得是值得的，我就会去理，不值得的，睬你都傻! 如果换着是以前的我，我什么事情都会理，因为我都当我四周围的人都是朋友。
可是这里的‘朋友’， 实在是太多种了！
爱我的人，我会爱你双倍！珍惜我的人，我会更加珍惜你，而且还会保护你！ :)
好久没有大中文了，发泄一下也很爽！ =D
我可以100%的告诉你，我以前不是这样的。这代表了什么？我变了？还是另外一种方式说好了，别人影响了我，把我变成这样？
别人那样对我的时候，我可以和谁讲？跟那些对我那样的人讲吗？他们都能这样对我了，我跟他们讲，他们还会理吗？
现在的我，学会了怎么看，怎么分！真的还是假的，我都看得到，就只是看我理不理而已。我觉得是值得的，我就会去理，不值得的，睬你都傻! 如果换着是以前的我，我什么事情都会理，因为我都当我四周围的人都是朋友。
可是这里的‘朋友’， 实在是太多种了！
爱我的人，我会爱你双倍！珍惜我的人，我会更加珍惜你，而且还会保护你！ :)
好久没有大中文了，发泄一下也很爽！ =D
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Care
Care, everyone know this word, know what is it exactly mean. But not everyone can exactly do it. In dictionary, it says, a feeling of worry or anxiety; something that causes problems or anxiety; to feel that something is important and worth worrying about.
Well, it's easy to read and understand what is it mean, isn't it? But to do it, it is not as easy as you read them.
I'm not trying to boast, but honestly, i'll say, i was a person who would care other people more than myself. The other people i meant is, friends. I love making new friends. That's why i have that many friends. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But for me, i care about my friends more than everything else. Of course, myself, i would still care about.
But to who know me, you all know where i am now. I got to say, the life here, is totally different from where i am from. I do have friends here, but it's still different. No offense, but there are many new different cultures for me to learn, to suit myself at here. Also, i have to tell, i've changed after i came here. I don't know how, and i also don't know why.
The most important thing is, i don't know how to care anyone anymore. It's not that i don't want to. It's just i don't remember how anymore. I just want to to all my friends, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to treat you all like that. It was still me, the friend you knew. I love you all, as always!
Well, it's easy to read and understand what is it mean, isn't it? But to do it, it is not as easy as you read them.
I'm not trying to boast, but honestly, i'll say, i was a person who would care other people more than myself. The other people i meant is, friends. I love making new friends. That's why i have that many friends. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But for me, i care about my friends more than everything else. Of course, myself, i would still care about.
But to who know me, you all know where i am now. I got to say, the life here, is totally different from where i am from. I do have friends here, but it's still different. No offense, but there are many new different cultures for me to learn, to suit myself at here. Also, i have to tell, i've changed after i came here. I don't know how, and i also don't know why.
The most important thing is, i don't know how to care anyone anymore. It's not that i don't want to. It's just i don't remember how anymore. I just want to to all my friends, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to treat you all like that. It was still me, the friend you knew. I love you all, as always!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Sorry
The word 'sorry', everyone says that when they made a mistake, sometimes people don't even say that and just get over it like nothing happened. But myself, 80% i would say it, it's better than i don't say it. But for this word, i don't think it recover anything. Hurts, scars, broken things?
This post is not for any definite person. This is just what i think. You agree, not agree, i wouldn't care anymore. Maybe i would, before. I'll say, i've changed. People change, depends to the positive or negative side. I don't know which side I'm going, but what i really do know is, it's not a good thing. I miss old stuffs. Who doesn't actually? I miss the old life that i can talk to someone who i call friend, to let know what's in my heart, what's my mind. I got to say, it's harder to find one to talk not even one sentence at here, whoever knows where i am. Also, it's also harder to find one even in, facebook, as people know i have over thousand of friends, but who knows, it doesn't really help much.
A normal guy trying to find an abnormal love; yet, An abnormal guy trying to find a normal love. I don't know which guy i am, but two of them have just the same difficulties.
This post is not for any definite person. This is just what i think. You agree, not agree, i wouldn't care anymore. Maybe i would, before. I'll say, i've changed. People change, depends to the positive or negative side. I don't know which side I'm going, but what i really do know is, it's not a good thing. I miss old stuffs. Who doesn't actually? I miss the old life that i can talk to someone who i call friend, to let know what's in my heart, what's my mind. I got to say, it's harder to find one to talk not even one sentence at here, whoever knows where i am. Also, it's also harder to find one even in, facebook, as people know i have over thousand of friends, but who knows, it doesn't really help much.
A normal guy trying to find an abnormal love; yet, An abnormal guy trying to find a normal love. I don't know which guy i am, but two of them have just the same difficulties.
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