Time~

Is 3 months time enough for a new relationship? As the comment of myself, it's a no. 3 months is really not enough. But as i knew it already, i really rather to have this relationship better than nothing and gone away. Actually the time i kept saying tat i really really like u, the word 'like' is actually the word 'love'. Now i do believe the chinese idioms 'yi jian zhong qing'. After the last relationship, i admit tat i really do got hurt! Therefore, i search for a better one all along the way and to find a good one as i really scare to get hurt again. Until i meet you, then i know tat you will not.
About the last relationship, i really do understand wat is happening. It's not your fault. I understood it from your behavior.
As this time, you tell me tat you dun like to be controlled by someone. This problem is same with your best fren. If u really scare this problem will make me worry, nevermind, it wont! I tried and it's ok for me. Why i say i tried? I bet u know why. Now outside there is raining, so do i. I'm really very suffering! Why is it my life is so sucks??! Or i'm really not suitable to be in a relationship? Id it's true, GOD, can you just tell me?? I'm really suffering now!
From up there, why am i saying about 3 months? Because i really dunno about next year. My parents is saying tat we cant stay here for long ady. I remember tat last year my cousin asked me tat whether i wan to leave here as soon as possible or not? And i answer: 'Yes! Of course!'. But until i meet u, i kept ask my mum about it. Can i stay at here for a longer time? The true reason is i want to wait for u!!!!!!! I discussed this with my fren, and it's ur fren too. U know who is it. She tell me tat do not ever mention about this to u. As i told u tat i will never ever lie to u, i kept this promise! I really wan u know tat i'm serious with u. I believe tat i told u tat i dislike ppl playing in love too. I really do. I hate them!! So i will never be one of them!
Until now, i really never ever feel this kind of love before. You're still better than me, u've tried for months at least. How about me? Months of lonely i believe tat i ever had.
Besides tat, i can really swear tat i will never ever be like a guy like the guy who treated you so bad. You said tat i'm different from him. Yea, i know. But the thing is u still cant differentiate between me and him. Maybe he really have something tat i dun have. And tat makes u keep thinking about it. Yea..no one ever is same and perfect. I ain't perfect and u can really say tat, i'm really a good guy.
As i mention tat i'm a good guy in front of my fren, non of them will ever say good words about it but to laugh at me. I just cant understand tat why non of them ever see my good things??! Am i really tat bad in the eyes of all of u???
At the end, i just wanna say tat, hope u can forget about tat guy as much as u can. Take your time. I will still wait for you and i love you. =)