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❤❤❤也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話❤❤❤



♂放棄一個很愛你の人 並不痛苦♀
♂放棄一個你很愛の人 那才痛苦♀
♂愛上一個不愛你の人 那是更痛苦♀



♀逃避 不一定躲得過♂
♂面對 不一定最難過♀
♀孤單 不一定不快樂♂
♂得到 不一定能長久♀
♀失去 不一定不再擁有♂



★愛是一種是思念★
ღ無論何時何地 當看不到她/她の時候會想念她/他ღ



★愛也會是一種擔心★
ღ當他/她出事の時候 你會比誰都著急ღ



★愛是一種包容★
ღ你會包容她/他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他/她永遠是最完美のღ



★愛更是一種回憶★
ღ當你想起她/她做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑ღ



★覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜★
ღ你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧 祝福你ღ

Time~

Is 3 months time enough for a new relationship? As the comment of myself, it's a no. 3 months is really not enough. But as i knew it already, i really rather to have this relationship better than nothing and gone away. Actually the time i kept saying tat i really really like u, the word 'like' is actually the word 'love'. Now i do believe the chinese idioms 'yi jian zhong qing'. After the last relationship, i admit tat i really do got hurt! Therefore, i search for a better one all along the way and to find a good one as i really scare to get hurt again. Until i meet you, then i know tat you will not.
About the last relationship, i really do understand wat is happening. It's not your fault. I understood it from your behavior.
As this time, you tell me tat you dun like to be controlled by someone. This problem is same with your best fren. If u really scare this problem will make me worry, nevermind, it wont! I tried and it's ok for me. Why i say i tried? I bet u know why. Now outside there is raining, so do i. I'm really very suffering! Why is it my life is so sucks??! Or i'm really not suitable to be in a relationship? Id it's true, GOD, can you just tell me?? I'm really suffering now!
From up there, why am i saying about 3 months? Because i really dunno about next year. My parents is saying tat we cant stay here for long ady. I remember tat last year my cousin asked me tat whether i wan to leave here as soon as possible or not? And i answer: 'Yes! Of course!'. But until i meet u, i kept ask my mum about it. Can i stay at here for a longer time? The true reason is i want to wait for u!!!!!!! I discussed this with my fren, and it's ur fren too. U know who is it. She tell me tat do not ever mention about this to u. As i told u tat i will never ever lie to u, i kept this promise! I really wan u know tat i'm serious with u. I believe tat i told u tat i dislike ppl playing in love too. I really do. I hate them!! So i will never be one of them!
Until now, i really never ever feel this kind of love before. You're still better than me, u've tried for months at least. How about me? Months of lonely i believe tat i ever had.
Besides tat, i can really swear tat i will never ever be like a guy like the guy who treated you so bad. You said tat i'm different from him. Yea, i know. But the thing is u still cant differentiate between me and him. Maybe he really have something tat i dun have. And tat makes u keep thinking about it. Yea..no one ever is same and perfect. I ain't perfect and u can really say tat, i'm really a good guy.
As i mention tat i'm a good guy in front of my fren, non of them will ever say good words about it but to laugh at me. I just cant understand tat why non of them ever see my good things??! Am i really tat bad in the eyes of all of u???
At the end, i just wanna say tat, hope u can forget about tat guy as much as u can. Take your time. I will still wait for you and i love you. =)

Nowadays!

*Sigh* I felt very tired these days. Lack of money now. Haiz..one more lacking have already last for a long time. Lacking of love!!!! Zzz..i'm sure someone will say some words about this. But i'm really do. I know i have many frens. Sometimes i think, wat is friend? The simplest thing about friends is to care about each other rite? Yea..it is. I did it! But i don't have? I really cant feel any care-ness towards me. I've given so much care outwards! Why i didnt get some inwards? Why is tat? Face problem? ==" Mayb is. I always do. No one really understand wat i'm doing. Wat i always do, is always stupid things. No one ever see it deeply as wat i do. MMP was right. The things i act, care about others is invisible. Only if someone who really think it carefully. But who will? Never will! It's been years already. It's still same. Mayb i will keep on like this till the end of my life. Hope not to. Coz i'm really suffering. Everytime when someone ask me 'How are you?'. I'm really very happy to answer. And i'm very willing to tell all my things to him/her. Mayb someone will say tat i'm silly tat simply tell others about my things. But i've no choice. The reason is, i really have no chance to tell anyone. In class? Who can be? Hmm..i finally some closer fren in class. Eric! He's kinda good. It's been kinda close. But he'll still forget about me when going to some activity. Bcoz he have his 'brother' too. Zzz..talk about 'brother'. Where are they? 1 have gf ady, 1 is becoming secrety. Luckily there is a better one but just fatter, it's ady not too close anymore but i think is better than others? And i can felt tat he's not really like me either. As the final words i think about, i'm losing friends now. I've no longer know about the word, friends, anymore. Sometimes i feel pity for myself. Saying the truth, yea, i cried before bcoz of these things. Mayb 1 of u will say tat why wanna cry? It's jz a small things. Yea..for u. I cry bcoz i truly emphasize in friendship. For before, when i'm still young and silly. I thought of tat friendship is part of my life. Now, i'm really confusing and suffering of this topic.

Okay~ I'm done here. About this new post, gonna have to thanks to someone. Not bcoz of her, i wouldn't have write this post. After i knew tat she have a blog and read it. And i think of myself. Thank you Shelby!!! =]

My Zodiac Sign

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

Girls & Guys

Girls and Guys ;;

GIRL

♥
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,
she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!
♥
When you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile
♥
When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
♥
When she wants a hug,
she will just stand there
♥
When u break a girl's heart,
she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
♥
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind
♥
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply
♥
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around
♥
When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"
after a few seconds,
SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL
♥
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games
♥
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever
♥
When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future
♥
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that
♥

GUY

♥
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you
♥
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you
♥
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
♥
When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes,
he means it
♥
When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
♥
When your laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world
♥
When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,
he is in love
♥
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it
♥
When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done
♥
When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

I do believe!

Happy Chinese '牛' Year!!!
♥平安说他很爱你们！
♥幸福说他追求你们！
♥健康说他拥抱你们！
♥财富说他亲吻你们！
♥长寿说他属于你们！
♥心意就在短训里面！
♥“新年快乐，万事顺利”。

农历新年来到，送你们一人一毛钱
千万千万不要瞧不起啊～
一毛＝十分耶～
一分思念
一分想念
一分挂念
一分依恋
一分关心
一分疼爱
一分温柔
一分体贴
一分关怀
特地剩下一分给你们当零用钱，不错吧？嘻嘻～
Happy Chinese MoO MoO Year B-)!

新年快乐～

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喜欢你们的人～聪明
爱上你们的人～幸福
关心你们的人～好运
讨厌你们的人～傻瓜
忘记你们的人～笨蛋
祝福你们的人～是我



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