A Lie

I just watched a movie, call Easy A. The story and main point of this movie made me think of high school life, a lot. I miss my high school life, but i'm not sure if my high school life have a good ending. Well, for what's on my mind now, it actually ended up with my father's funeral. Been thinking about it quite a lot recently. This movie gives me more images about it too. My father, i miss him a lot, sometimes i hate my life so much and put the blame on my father that why did he leave us so early. Every time i hang out with friends here, it's fun of course, lots of happiness. But as myself, my mind could think lots of things in a minute, i mean LOTS of things, like e-v-e-r-y-thing. While i'm hanging out with friends happily, lots of fun going on, my mind could stop for just a second, and became so down for another second. That is me.

Okay, back to the movie, so, this movie is about a girl, lie to everyone in her school that she lost her virginity, not intentionally. But she decided to keep it that way. With that lie, she helped a lot of other students to make lies to people for their own benefits. But things always will go wild, lies go worse and things got serious. Everyone in the school started to hate her, discriminate her. That all those are quite hurting. Here's what i think, a lie for a person, to many people, brings no benefit to the kind liar.

Back to the story of myself that i haven't finish yet. I'm always down for a second every time i hang out with friends because i realized that they are very happy, they can go shopping whenever they feel want to, don't need to work and just need to study and get good results. But i have to do everything by myself, work and study at my own. Hanging out with them, i am happy, but there is actually a lie on my face, a happy face with sadness. That has been there, always.

However, i believe that god will give me something one day. One day! God bless me! :)

Life

有病的人，不一定不开心，健康的人也未必一定开心。其实世事这东西，永远都说不定，说不准。在这世上，有哪种人是不会死的！也不是说，谁比较老，谁就比较早走。有病的人，也不一定走的比没病的人早。就像我爸，在生时，不嫖不喝不赌也不抽烟，到最后，也就那样走了。这世上，充满着考验和惊喜！好的惊喜，不好的惊喜，发生在面前，唯一的选择也就只有接受。
People who are sick, not necessarily unhappy, but also to people who are healthy, may not necessarily happy。 In fact, things are always unexpectable and unpredictable. In this world, everyone will die, meet their finish line, who will not? Is not to say that who is older, will come more to leave early. Sick people, not certain to go earlier than not ill people. Just like my dad, during his whole lifetime, did not drink, did not gamble, did not smoke, but in the end, unexpected thing happened on him. This world is full of trials and surprises! Good surprises, bad surprises occur in the front, the only option, is accept.

Lucky day!

Today is the last day of school before spring break! Should be happy, but yet, have 2 midterms, no, 3 actually. But i'm just so lucky in all my exams today. So, i guess it won't be a worry for me to enjoy me spring break then? :) Why am i saying that I'm lucky in my exams, is because, for the first exams which is Sociology exam, pretty easy, i didn't really study, but it was all what my teacher talked about in the lectures. So yea... ;)
The 2nd exam, history, who likes history, i mean, need lots of memorization, but guess what? The teacher allow us to bring one of the exercise from each chapters, and i brought the right one with me, which is exactly the same topic as the essay i'll have to write. Guess i wasn't really writing, but copying :P Thank God that have such blessing of luck on me on my midterm day. <3

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