Once, my mum ask me, 'Why do you like to listen to the musics so loud?" i wanted to explain, but i couldn't, and ignored her. The fact is, i really couldn't explain, it's like explaining a feeling. How am i gonna explain a feeling of myself? But, i can express a little?
It's like, every time i listen to the music in a very high volume, i get to enjoy myself so much, felt so relax, stressless. It's like locking myself in an imagination room and think or do whatever you want in it. Being in the room, it's just like being in another world. A world of mine. So sometimes, when i get mad, pissed, unhappy, i'll just choose to lock myself in this room. Is the only and simple way to let myself back into normal form. lol
Once again, this whole new world i'm currently living in now, really still need some time to suit myself to be in it. I was texting with someone, i told this person that i'm gonna have my first meal of the day with you guys, it's actually dinner time. Then what i get from this person is, whatever, i'm eating now lol. Hmm..i'll just say, thanks you for asking and god bless you. :)
