Care, everyone know this word, know what is it exactly mean. But not everyone can exactly do it. In dictionary, it says, a feeling of worry or anxiety; something that causes problems or anxiety; to feel that something is important and worth worrying about.
Well, it's easy to read and understand what is it mean, isn't it? But to do it, it is not as easy as you read them.
I'm not trying to boast, but honestly, i'll say, i was a person who would care other people more than myself. The other people i meant is, friends. I love making new friends. That's why i have that many friends. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But for me, i care about my friends more than everything else. Of course, myself, i would still care about.
But to who know me, you all know where i am now. I got to say, the life here, is totally different from where i am from. I do have friends here, but it's still different. No offense, but there are many new different cultures for me to learn, to suit myself at here. Also, i have to tell, i've changed after i came here. I don't know how, and i also don't know why.
The most important thing is, i don't know how to care anyone anymore. It's not that i don't want to. It's just i don't remember how anymore. I just want to to all my friends, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to treat you all like that. It was still me, the friend you knew. I love you all, as always!
