SaDNeSs's Story

Music

2012-01-21T09:15:00.000+08:00

Once, my mum ask me, 'Why do you like to listen to the musics so loud?" i wanted to explain, but i couldn't, and ignored her. The fact is, i really couldn't explain, it's like explaining a feeling. How am i gonna explain a feeling of myself? But, i can express a little?
It's like, every time i listen to the music in a very high volume, i get to enjoy myself so much, felt so relax, stressless. It's like locking myself in an imagination room and think or do whatever you want in it. Being in the room, it's just like being in another world. A world of mine. So sometimes, when i get mad, pissed, unhappy, i'll just choose to lock myself in this room. Is the only and simple way to let myself back into normal form. lol

Once again, this whole new world i'm currently living in now, really still need some time to suit myself to be in it. I was texting with someone, i told this person that i'm gonna have my first meal of the day with you guys, it's actually dinner time. Then what i get from this person is, whatever, i'm eating now lol. Hmm..i'll just say, thanks you for asking and god bless you. :)

现在的我！

2011-09-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

有人说我不懂得认真和珍惜。那我想说，这也很不好吧，问题是，当人家这样对我的时候，我的感觉如何？想一想吧.. :)
我可以100%的告诉你，我以前不是这样的。这代表了什么？我变了？还是另外一种方式说好了，别人影响了我，把我变成这样？
别人那样对我的时候，我可以和谁讲？跟那些对我那样的人讲吗？他们都能这样对我了，我跟他们讲，他们还会理吗？
现在的我，学会了怎么看，怎么分！真的还是假的，我都看得到，就只是看我理不理而已。我觉得是值得的，我就会去理，不值得的，睬你都傻! 如果换着是以前的我，我什么事情都会理，因为我都当我四周围的人都是朋友。
可是这里的‘朋友’，实在是太多种了！
爱我的人，我会爱你双倍！珍惜我的人，我会更加珍惜你，而且还会保护你！ :)

好久没有大中文了，发泄一下也很爽！ =D

Care

2011-05-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

Care, everyone know this word, know what is it exactly mean. But not everyone can exactly do it. In dictionary, it says, a feeling of worry or anxiety; something that causes problems or anxiety; to feel that something is important and worth worrying about.
Well, it's easy to read and understand what is it mean, isn't it? But to do it, it is not as easy as you read them.
I'm not trying to boast, but honestly, i'll say, i was a person who would care other people more than myself. The other people i meant is, friends. I love making new friends. That's why i have that many friends. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But for me, i care about my friends more than everything else. Of course, myself, i would still care about.
But to who know me, you all know where i am now. I got to say, the life here, is totally different from where i am from. I do have friends here, but it's still different. No offense, but there are many new different cultures for me to learn, to suit myself at here. Also, i have to tell, i've changed after i came here. I don't know how, and i also don't know why.
The most important thing is, i don't know how to care anyone anymore. It's not that i don't want to. It's just i don't remember how anymore. I just want to to all my friends, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to treat you all like that. It was still me, the friend you knew. I love you all, as always!

Sorry

2011-04-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

The word 'sorry', everyone says that when they made a mistake, sometimes people don't even say that and just get over it like nothing happened. But myself, 80% i would say it, it's better than i don't say it. But for this word, i don't think it recover anything. Hurts, scars, broken things?
This post is not for any definite person. This is just what i think. You agree, not agree, i wouldn't care anymore. Maybe i would, before. I'll say, i've changed. People change, depends to the positive or negative side. I don't know which side I'm going, but what i really do know is, it's not a good thing. I miss old stuffs. Who doesn't actually? I miss the old life that i can talk to someone who i call friend, to let know what's in my heart, what's my mind. I got to say, it's harder to find one to talk not even one sentence at here, whoever knows where i am. Also, it's also harder to find one even in, facebook, as people know i have over thousand of friends, but who knows, it doesn't really help much.
A normal guy trying to find an abnormal love; yet, An abnormal guy trying to find a normal love. I don't know which guy i am, but two of them have just the same difficulties.

24 Hours

2011-03-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

It's been whole day time, 24 hours that i don't have any contact with you. I worried about you, thought of you so much! I even felt like you're trying to avoid from me, please tell me that you're not. =( I'm begging you please don't. I know everything is just too fast. I felt like that too. I just scare to lose someone i liked/loved again. You know? You're like a hard 10, and i'm like a 6 to you. I screwed up when you're emo, deducted 1 point, don't really know how to make you happy, deducted 1 point, reply something that's not for me, try to become a 'senka lin', deducted 1 point, not even a good friend that can be beside you whenever you need someone, deducted 1 point. :( They say that someone can't jump more than 3 points. I'm just 4 points away. I'm really scare. I'm really scare that you will never care me anymore :( But the only thing i hope the most is of course that you can be happy all the time. Peace! =)

For now...

2010-08-09T16:12:00.003+08:00

Sigh.. Now, yes, i am in U.S.A. A big country where is so damn faraway from my hometown, home country, Malaysia, where i miss a lot. I really miss it so much, especially my friends.
It's been a while that i didn't care someone like this already. And, it's also been a long time that i didn't feel that happy already. Really..you really made my day. We really do have a lot of common things. I don't know if you're the right one or not, but, you just really make me happy. It's been months already since i came over here, after i came here, i never happy as before already anymore, but with you, and because of you, everything just goes back to normal again. The true me comes out again.
REally..i really really miss you. Honestly, my head just can't stop thinking about you. I don't know if i really fall in love with you. I don't know too.
About what i keep on asking you, i want to know the answer because, i have the same thought as you too, i really hope that you can be by my side and be with me. I miss you so much, really.
I'll just once again wish you good luck again Good luck my dear!! LOve and miss you! :)

Once again...'it' cracked! :(

2010-08-09T15:52:00.006+08:00

It's been 2 weeks, i don't really know what happened to me, what i'm thinking about, even myself. It's been a long time that i didn't use my blog already. I just thought of it few days ago, and now, i feel that this is the only place that i can write everything down of what i'm thinking.
I think most of the post in my blog, when i'm writing them, it's always with some tears， not excepting now. I guess my blog name is just right. Yes, i am a positive-minded guy, i know i am too, but inside my heart, even myself, i don't know how many scars, how much hurts i have in it.
The first and most hurtful scar i ever had in my life, yes, i admit that, maybe, it was my first love, the first relationship i ever got into that serious. How hurtful is that? I don't know if any of friends or anyone else could understand it or not. But it is just really indescribable. I can only once again tell what had happened about it. You just treat my love that i gave you, just like dumping it like throwing a rubbish into a trash can. I don't know if you're happy now or not, i wanted to know, but we're just not friend anymore. Of coarse i want you to be happy, and can be back to friends like we were. Wish you happy!

End of July

2010-08-03T15:31:00.004+08:00

There's a taiwanese drama called, 恶作剧之吻. I've been watching it for a week i think. And in that week, something came along too. I have to admit it here, i would like to tell you everything here, you really did make me happy. It's been a long time, i don't feel that happy already. Since i came here, i never feel that happy before.
I really really hope that our conversations never ends, as how sweet we were, how happy we were. And yea, this is my blog, it's really been a long time, i didn't write my blog already, even take a look of it. I just feel like want to write out everything in here, and to tell you everything also.
The first thing i wanna tell you is, i really miss you so much, i really really do. :'( I just can't ever deny it. Denying it's just like lying to myself. I really really hope that everything you said to me is true. Instead of hoping, of coarse i want them to be true. But, i really don't know. At the night when you're at the wedding dinner, remember what you did you tell me? You said: 'I don't know if it's the alcohol, but i really want you here now.' When i read this, i was really happy and touched too. And also since that night, my tears drop every night, everyday, even in the church. It's not your fault though, it's just i'm really scare, i really scare that i will hurt or lost someone who i really care about, who will ever cares about me too.
Care, i didn't feel it for a damn long time already until i met you. This is what i'm talking about. I'm really really scare. I'm really scare that you will never care about me anymore.
And about you and kuo, i'll admit it, yes, i do feel jealous. I just felt confuse that you're just still being sweet with him, but the way you treated me, it's just like we're....but although we're not, this i know. But, i just feel very confused. I feel like, 'Why?' Because you're like being sweet to 2 guys, who...you.
Okay..i have to say sorry to you. I know you'll think that i think too much, but i'm just telling what i felt. But seriously, i really miss you so much. Besides of saying the 3 words, i miss you, i don't know if i should say the another 3 words, again. I'm just scare, i guess there's an explanation in my status in facebook. Once again, i'm sorry, if this annoyed you.
I.M.Y. ♥

Email Forwarded Msg~

2009-11-15T19:16:00.001+08:00

❤❤❤也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話❤❤❤

♂放棄一個很愛你の人並不痛苦♀
♂放棄一個你很愛の人那才痛苦♀
♂愛上一個不愛你の人那是更痛苦♀

♀逃避不一定躲得過♂
♂面對不一定最難過♀
♀孤單不一定不快樂♂
♂得到不一定能長久♀
♀失去不一定不再擁有♂

★愛是一種是思念★
ღ無論何時何地當看不到她/她の時候會想念她/他ღ

★愛也會是一種擔心★
ღ當他/她出事の時候你會比誰都著急ღ

★愛是一種包容★
ღ你會包容她/他所有の缺點在你眼裡他/她永遠是最完美のღ

★愛更是一種回憶★
ღ當你想起她/她做出可愛浪漫の事時會不知覺の傻笑ღ

★覺得好甜蜜好甜蜜★
ღ你體會到了嗎如果沒有就放棄重新開始吧祝福你ღ

Time~

2009-10-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

Is 3 months time enough for a new relationship? As the comment of myself, it's a no. 3 months is really not enough. But as i knew it already, i really rather to have this relationship better than nothing and gone away. Actually the time i kept saying tat i really really like u, the word 'like' is actually the word 'love'. Now i do believe the chinese idioms 'yi jian zhong qing'. After the last relationship, i admit tat i really do got hurt! Therefore, i search for a better one all along the way and to find a good one as i really scare to get hurt again. Until i meet you, then i know tat you will not.
About the last relationship, i really do understand wat is happening. It's not your fault. I understood it from your behavior.
As this time, you tell me tat you dun like to be controlled by someone. This problem is same with your best fren. If u really scare this problem will make me worry, nevermind, it wont! I tried and it's ok for me. Why i say i tried? I bet u know why. Now outside there is raining, so do i. I'm really very suffering! Why is it my life is so sucks??! Or i'm really not suitable to be in a relationship? Id it's true, GOD, can you just tell me?? I'm really suffering now!
From up there, why am i saying about 3 months? Because i really dunno about next year. My parents is saying tat we cant stay here for long ady. I remember tat last year my cousin asked me tat whether i wan to leave here as soon as possible or not? And i answer: 'Yes! Of course!'. But until i meet u, i kept ask my mum about it. Can i stay at here for a longer time? The true reason is i want to wait for u!!!!!!! I discussed this with my fren, and it's ur fren too. U know who is it. She tell me tat do not ever mention about this to u. As i told u tat i will never ever lie to u, i kept this promise! I really wan u know tat i'm serious with u. I believe tat i told u tat i dislike ppl playing in love too. I really do. I hate them!! So i will never be one of them!
Until now, i really never ever feel this kind of love before. You're still better than me, u've tried for months at least. How about me? Months of lonely i believe tat i ever had.
Besides tat, i can really swear tat i will never ever be like a guy like the guy who treated you so bad. You said tat i'm different from him. Yea, i know. But the thing is u still cant differentiate between me and him. Maybe he really have something tat i dun have. And tat makes u keep thinking about it. Yea..no one ever is same and perfect. I ain't perfect and u can really say tat, i'm really a good guy.
As i mention tat i'm a good guy in front of my fren, non of them will ever say good words about it but to laugh at me. I just cant understand tat why non of them ever see my good things??! Am i really tat bad in the eyes of all of u???
At the end, i just wanna say tat, hope u can forget about tat guy as much as u can. Take your time. I will still wait for you and i love you. =)

Nowadays!

2009-10-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

*Sigh* I felt very tired these days. Lack of money now. Haiz..one more lacking have already last for a long time. Lacking of love!!!! Zzz..i'm sure someone will say some words about this. But i'm really do. I know i have many frens. Sometimes i think, wat is friend? The simplest thing about friends is to care about each other rite? Yea..it is. I did it! But i don't have? I really cant feel any care-ness towards me. I've given so much care outwards! Why i didnt get some inwards? Why is tat? Face problem? ==" Mayb is. I always do. No one really understand wat i'm doing. Wat i always do, is always stupid things. No one ever see it deeply as wat i do. MMP was right. The things i act, care about others is invisible. Only if someone who really think it carefully. But who will? Never will! It's been years already. It's still same. Mayb i will keep on like this till the end of my life. Hope not to. Coz i'm really suffering. Everytime when someone ask me 'How are you?'. I'm really very happy to answer. And i'm very willing to tell all my things to him/her. Mayb someone will say tat i'm silly tat simply tell others about my things. But i've no choice. The reason is, i really have no chance to tell anyone. In class? Who can be? Hmm..i finally some closer fren in class. Eric! He's kinda good. It's been kinda close. But he'll still forget about me when going to some activity. Bcoz he have his 'brother' too. Zzz..talk about 'brother'. Where are they? 1 have gf ady, 1 is becoming secrety. Luckily there is a better one but just fatter, it's ady not too close anymore but i think is better than others? And i can felt tat he's not really like me either. As the final words i think about, i'm losing friends now. I've no longer know about the word, friends, anymore. Sometimes i feel pity for myself. Saying the truth, yea, i cried before bcoz of these things. Mayb 1 of u will say tat why wanna cry? It's jz a small things. Yea..for u. I cry bcoz i truly emphasize in friendship. For before, when i'm still young and silly. I thought of tat friendship is part of my life. Now, i'm really confusing and suffering of this topic.

Okay~ I'm done here. About this new post, gonna have to thanks to someone. Not bcoz of her, i wouldn't have write this post. After i knew tat she have a blog and read it. And i think of myself. Thank you Shelby!!! =]

My Zodiac Sign

2009-04-05T18:37:00.001+08:00

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

Girls & Guys

2009-04-05T18:10:00.002+08:00

Girls and Guys ;;

GIRL

♥
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,
she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!
♥
When you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile
♥
When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
♥
When she wants a hug,
she will just stand there
♥
When u break a girl's heart,
she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
♥
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind
♥
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply
♥
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around
♥
When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"
after a few seconds,
SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL
♥
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games
♥
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever
♥
When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future
♥
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that
♥

GUY

♥
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you
♥
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you
♥
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
♥
When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes,
he means it
♥
When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
♥
When your laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world
♥
When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,
he is in love
♥
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it
♥
When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done
♥
When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

I do believe!

2009-01-31T12:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese '牛' Year!!!
♥平安说他很爱你们！
♥幸福说他追求你们！
♥健康说他拥抱你们！
♥财富说他亲吻你们！
♥长寿说他属于你们！
♥心意就在短训里面！
♥“新年快乐，万事顺利”。

2009-01-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

农历新年来到，送你们一人一毛钱
千万千万不要瞧不起啊～
一毛＝十分耶～
一分思念
一分想念
一分挂念
一分依恋
一分关心
一分疼爱
一分温柔
一分体贴
一分关怀
特地剩下一分给你们当零用钱，不错吧？嘻嘻～
Happy Chinese MoO MoO Year B-)!

新年快乐～

2009-01-31T12:29:00.002+08:00

。缘。新。缘。
缘。。年。。缘
缘。。快。。缘
。缘。乐。缘。
。。缘。缘。。
。。。缘。。。

喜欢你们的人～聪明
爱上你们的人～幸福
关心你们的人～好运
讨厌你们的人～傻瓜
忘记你们的人～笨蛋
祝福你们的人～是我

福。福。福。福
。■。身。■。
福。\ /。福
。体 2009 健。
福。/ \。福
。■。康。■。
福。福。福。福

预祝您新年快乐

Tagged by 010

2008-12-16T22:56:00.003+08:00

题目[一]

写出你的择偶十个条件：
1。不抽烟！！
2。人缘好
3。善良热情

4。不要高过我 hehe^^
5。有幽默感
6。身材好一些(不肥不瘦，中等)
7。不说粗话，一点也还好啦(我自己也在改进中。。hehe)
8。Feel 吧。。
9。美丽可爱 lolx..
10。最重要的我觉得是她也真心爱我吧。。

题目[二]

写出你的十个女孩子朋友的名字
1。010
2。Bonnie
3。Elaine Lim
4。Be Jing
5。Rachel
6。Irene
7。Bolo
8。Carmen
9。Jan
10。Loi
题目[三]

写出你的十个男孩子朋友的名字
1。Dexter Chia
2。Kelvin Chia
3。Edwin Chia
4。Jordan Ku
5。Kou Rou
6。Albert Lee
7。Raymond Chua
8。Henry Chin
9。Clement Chai
10。Flavian Henry

题目[四]

写出十个你最近最常去的地方
1。家咯。。lol
2。房间 -.-!
3。学校
4。De Square(做工)
5。教堂
6。Putera 吃餐
7。冲凉房 Zzz
8。梦里。。哈！
9。－
10。－

题目[五]

写出你十个最爱吃和喝的东东
1。Burger!!!(New York New York 的) haha
2。Salad 鸡饭
3。古老肉饭
4。Pizza!
5。Lamb Chop!! Woo~
6。牛奶～
7。水果
8。汽水
9。果汁
10。无味的白水 -.-! zzz

最后，传给十个朋友
1。Dexter Chia
2。Clement Chai
3。Rachel
4。Bolo Pineapple Sis ^^
5。Be Jing
6。Lavin
7。Bonnie
8。Elaine Lim
9。Khai Ling
10。Joie

真正爱你的男人

2008-12-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

1. 真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。　
　　
2．真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。
　　
3．真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。
　　
4．真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
　　
5．真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。
　　
6．真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。
　　
7．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。
　　
8．真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。
　　
9．真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。
　　
10．真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。
　　
11．真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。
　　
12．真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？
　　
13．真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。
　　
14．真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。
　　
15．真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。
　　
16．真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。　
　　
17．真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。　
　　
18．真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。
　　
19．真正爱你的男人，都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。
　　
20．真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。
　　
21．真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾．．

2nd Dec 我的生日

2008-12-04T09:32:00.007+08:00

好久没动我的 BLOG 了啊。。
前天就是我的生日了。
有四年了，我没有这样庆祝我的生日。在那四年里我都自己一个人在家自己过我的生日，只有两年也就是前年和去年我的两个朋友来我陪我玩。。前年是 Kelvin Chia, 去年是 Dexter Chia。两个都是姓谢的。。哈哈。。真的要谢谢他们咯。。^^
今年的，也就是说这此我的生日，是我第一次这样庆祝哦。。都很爽一下的。。嘿嘿！
但是有些人没有和我一起庆祝也就没有那么的爽了哦。。本来我还算到会有大约20个人的。那知只有9个人哦。。但是还好啦。。那天在Centre也玩得很开心。可是我觉得如果更多人的话会更好玩吧。。
其实那天我是本来想要请11.1的，但我只请到两位而已，Elaine和Jan。其实我是以为会有更多的女生的，那就会更爽嘛。。没关系啦。。下次再出过。。嘻嘻。。 Hmm..那天我们去吃KFC，吃了两大同的鸡哦。。呵呵。。他们也给了我一个惊喜，他们趁我去买饮料的时候去买了蛋糕，一回去KFC的时候还真的吓到我了。。他们买了蛋糕已经给了我很大的惊喜，在一个惊喜就是他们在蛋糕上面写的是 HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG LIN WA..-.-! 这真是太强了。。哈！

那天除了白天出去玩了，晚上还有一堆的朋友说一定要我请他们吃东西。那我就当然不可说不要嘛。。他们就是Lester, Roderick, Cha Sao和Yun Neng。他们就带我到 1 Borneo 去。我们到那里时还不知到要吃什么，走着走着，他们竟然想到要去 New York New York 吃，我还是第一次去呢，还不知那里有什么吃。我们在那店里坐下后。我们坐在sofa那里。那里的设备也不错。还有，那天晚上我的有一个朋友叫寇肉,来我家过夜。所以我也就带着他一起出去吃咯。。他算是整天都和我在一起，除了早餐，他的午餐和晚餐都是跟我一起喔。。lolx.. 好了，讲回New York New York，哈哈，那时当我一看menu的时候，我的朋友就直接提议我叫一个很好吃的一道菜，那就是那里最出名的Giant Burger。那时我们已经是最后的客人了，所以我们叫的菜是last call了。当那Burger一到的时候，我的第一个反应就是'哇！！！' o.O 我用我的手和那一粒Burger来比较，连那Burger还大过我的手啊！单单那一粒而已叻。。真的好让我惊讶哦。这惊讶也算给了我一个惊喜吧。。LOL! 我们吃到一半时，觉得只是一粒好像会不够饱。所以我们又叫了多一粒，第一粒是牛肉的，第二粒是鸡肉的。那Burger它是分成四片。我才吃了两片我已经开始顶不顺了哦。。吃完后，我们还有一杯Root Beer Float，哇，那时候我喝着喝着，一看我才喝了半杯而已，我喝得那么努力才喝了半杯。喝完后还要吃杯里的ice-cream，真的好久没有吃得那么饱了。吃完后我们还打算要去看场戏的，但是过后又没看了。
那一整天都可算是爽啊。我的朋友们，谢谢你们！！谢谢你们陪我渡过我的16岁生日！ =]

Tagged got from 010 and Clement

2008-11-22T13:17:00.003+08:00

第一：被点者请在自己的 B L O G里写下答案
第二 : 请传另外十位的人~~
第三 : 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了
第四 : 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福‘
幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^

[ ◘ ] 幸福套餐 NO。1
♥ 01 你的绰号 : ALLaN SaDNeSs|MicKey
02 年龄 : 16岁(2008年)
03 生日 : 02/12/1992
04 星座 : 射手座
05 兴趣 : 玩电脑, 运动，和朋友聊天
06 专长 : 很多，etc. 帮朋友，解决问题 ^^，给意见

幸福套餐 NO。2
♥ 01你有没有喜欢的人?: 有！不致喜欢吧。。好像爱上了她
02 是否在交往? : 没有正式的一次吧
03 现在幸福吗?: 还好！
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事?: 把我心里所想说的话，告诉给我全部的朋友
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白你会怎样: 无话可说，尴尬

[◘]幸福套餐NO。3
♥01 点你的人是: (1)谒霖, (2)Dexter, (3) Clement
02 他是你的 : 超好朋友 ^^
03 他的个性? : (1) 无法形容 (2) 幽默性的 (3) 有时后傻，有时后OK
04 认识他多久?: (1) 很久很久 , (2) 4年 , (3) 不知喔。。从小学就是了
05 你觉得他怎样?: (1) 可爱美丽？有点成熟, 也有点粗 =] , (2) 不知怎样讲哦, (3) 不会讲哦
06 你想对他说什么: (1) 祝幸福快乐 ^.^, (2) 加油吧！, (3) 减肥啦。。haha

[ ◘ ] 幸福套餐 NO。4
♥01 最爱的节目: 没有Astro, 所以应该只有 NTV7 咯。。
02 最爱的音乐 : Soft, Techno, 浪漫的
04 最爱的卡通: 好多喔。。
05 最爱的人: 她！！
06 最爱的颜色 : 白色
07 最爱的国家 : United States of America
08 最爱的天气 : 春夏秋冬

[◘ ] 幸福套餐 NO。5

♥ 01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
一，祝我四周围的人幸福快乐
二，把我变成富有
三，让世界更完美
02 你是很专一的人吗 : 一方面咯
03 最深刻的回忆?: 有好多喔
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?: 不是
05 爱微笑吗 : 爱大笑和傻笑。。嘻嘻
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗? : 不愿意
07 妄想什么样的生活: 轻松愉快，幸福的生活
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱: 不是，勉强没有爱。
调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’
告知被点名了

[ ◘ ] 请列出于十位被点者
（排名不分先后）
1. Bonnie
2. Be Jing
3. Elaine
4. Khai Ling
5. Rachel
6. Lavin
7. Joie
8. Pauline
9. -
10. -

GOODLUCK MY FRIENDS!!!

采葛

2008-11-16T19:00:00.002+08:00

彼采葛兮，一日不见，如三月兮！

彼采萧兮，一日不见，如三秋兮！

彼采艾兮！一日不见，如三岁兮！

好想念你呀。。>.<

To the Tune of Like a Dream

2008-11-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

Last night a sprinkling of rain,
a violent wind.
After a deep sleep, still not recovered
from the lingering effect of wine,
I inquired of the one rolling up the screen;
But the answer came: "The cherry-apple blossoms
are still the same."
"Oh, don't you know, don't you know?
The red must be getting thin,
while the green is becoming plump.''

如梦令

2008-11-16T17:02:00.002+08:00

昨夜雨疏风骤，浓睡不消残酒。
试问卷帘人，却道海棠依旧。
知否?知否? 应是绿肥红瘦。

辛苦

2008-11-07T21:37:00.004+08:00

在这几天里
我的心情都好沉默
也好辛苦呀。。
我到底怎么了啊？
当我一个人在家是
或者是我一个人单独的时候
我的脑袋里不知为什么
一直得在想东西
想了好多的东西哦。。
但多数的都忘记了
咳。。
真的不知为什么最近一直在胡思乱想
而且弄得我自己好辛苦噢。。>.<
幸好这几天我有和我的朋友一起出去
心情真的比我呆在家里好多了
心里真的有好多东西想说出去啊
但就是不知要找谁来说
有时在学校也很好一下的
可以跟朋友一起谈天
我发现我自己真的好喜欢说话谈天哦。。
尤其是说心事。。嘻嘻。。
怪怪的哦。。
自从我有了这部落格
我的人真的有点比以前开朗多了
在这里。。
我就向那些介绍我部落格的朋友答谢咯。。^-^
谢谢。。。

高兴，开心，兴奋，疯了！

2008-11-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

今天真的是实在地开心啊。。
我的朋友又在崇正之星里进到了FINAL.. Wulala..So cool man!!!
我看他们练了那么久，也贡献了不少啊。。练舞的地方了
那我所付出和贡献的就没白费啦。。哈。。
真的是太爽了啊。。好久没那么开心和那么爽了呀。。=P
他们虽然进到了FINAL,但他们还需要再改一些的东西。
听那些评判说，在FINAL的歌和舞都需要有改变。
他们也就直接到他们的舞蹈室去想和练舞了。
然后呢。。Jason,Clement还有一位LiangMoi来我家呢。。^^
因为反正晚上他们也有练习嘛。。我也不是跟咯。。
在我家的时候，我们真的是好疯啊。。有说有笑！
我们笑地可能隔壁家的人都可以听到吧。。Lolx..
真的好久都没在我家那么热闹了。。好怀念噢。。
好希望可以再热闹一次噢。。
然后我们就去他们练舞的地方了。
他们练到十点。。我也跟着看他们练到十点咯。。嘻嘻。。
Hmm..加油啊。。11.1 IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALWAYS IS THE NO.1 IN MY HEART!!! ^^

暗恋的3个理由

2008-11-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

'暗恋'得出现是和个性有着一些极密切的关系，以下就是会发生暗恋的3种高风险性格，你是那种性格呢？

1. 害羞不敢去面对追求爱情，只好默默等待对方向自己示好；

2. 个性太自卑觉得自己,配不上對方,但又很矛盾地希望对方喜欢自己;

3. 个性比較不安定,時常让自己陷入暗戀的狀态，偷偷喜欢一个人神秘的感觉。

崇正之星，初赛

2008-10-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

今天是崇正之星的初赛。虽然我自己本身没有参加比赛，可是我没参加，我也有帮我朋友啦。。这几天我都有回学校看我的朋友练习他们的舞。因为在家也很闷啊。所以就到学校看他们练舞咯。。顺便我也跟着一起跳。嘻嘻。。其实我的朋友们是有两队的朋友啦。。两队都是跳舞，可是跳不一样的舞啦。。有一队就是跳那种现代舞，很hot一下喔。。嗯。。还有一队就是跳shuffle.第一队有十一个女的和一个男的。然后第二队的是有四个男的。跳shuffle的也很少机会是女的啦。。哈哈。。在这两队里，我觉得我都有贡献到哦。。今天他们比赛时我都有看。在比赛时，他们都表演得不错。真的很不错。只是我觉得第一队的那个舞不应该在今天比赛的地方里跳啦。。好像怪怪的喔。。Hmm..当他们两队都比完赛后，我也和他们一起看其他人比赛。但在我们看的时候，也当然期待着成绩咯。。期待着能不能进到半决赛。看着看着其他人的表演，不知不觉就4点了。。因为太迟了，所以我和我的朋友就走了。我走了后，我的朋友就告诉我说他们进到了半决赛。虽然我自己没有参加比赛。但我的心情真的是，不知该怎么形容噢。。真的是好高兴噢。我也不知到为什么。至到我到家为止，我还是很开心喔。。但除了这开心的是意外，其实也有一件伤心的是也来了。。谈到这个，咳。。不想讲下去了。。还是开心的事情比较值得去想啦。。

今天实在是太高兴了，看见我的朋友们那么高兴，我也更高兴啊。。^^

愛情(第三篇)

2008-10-29T21:47:00.005+08:00

很多人觉得爱情是浪漫的。

其实
爱情也是有可悲的一面

浪漫的爱情
有谁不要
不要的人可能是傻的吧
但有时也不能完全怪他们
可能他们曾经要求过
但被伤害了
就不相信有浪漫这个东西

在爱情世界里
浪漫真的可以让一个人感觉到什么是
幸福

可是
在爱情里的那可悲的一面
有多么的可悲呢
它可以可悲到
让一个人
心情低落
很衰弱
流泪
伤心

也有人因为了自己的爱情
受到了伤害
想不同
而自杀

说到自杀
自杀也是需要一个很大的勇气
很多人说
自杀的人真蠢
但是也不能完全怪他们
他们只是一时想不开
做了傻事

这世上怎会有笨或蠢的人呢
上帝不会那么坏吧
制造一个蠢蛋
其实发生这些事
谁也不想

其实重要的观点
不是这些
重要的问题是为什么
为什么他们会做出
这样的事情
这样的决定呢
为什么
笨？
蠢吗？
其实是因为
他们被伤害得太严重了
伤得太深太深
无法面对一切
无法面对自己
那有没有治疗的方法呢
答案是没有
只有靠自己
唯一的方法
就只有一个人冷静下来想清除

爱情就是这样开心的时候就开心得无法形容但伤心时也不例外

有了你

2008-10-27T20:24:00.002+08:00

最近
我发觉到我开朗了很多
在家也乖了很多
心里也觉得无忧无虑的
这种感觉我从来都没有试过

为什么我会有这种感觉？
我吸毒了吗？
我抽烟？
我喝酒？
哈。。我怎可能做这些事呢

其实
自从我有了你
这种感觉就出现了
这感觉很特别也很难形容

有了你
我生活中充满了色彩
我的脸也充满了许多笑容
恋爱中的人都是这样的吗？
这点我就不太清楚别人了
但我很肯定我自己是
和你在一起后
我天天都在想着你
每一时每一刻都在想着你
就在我做某样东西之前都会想到你
每天早上
当我一挣开眼睛我第一个想的
就是你

每一天
从我开始和你sms的那一刻
我就不停的看着我的电话
看着它到底有没有回应
或许我太过想念你吧

真的好希望我能天天都和你在一起。

今天的心情

2008-10-22T21:12:00.004+08:00

今天，
高兴还是伤心呢？
这么晚了还打部落格
只是真的好闷
所以才打了这篇文
我在家的伴也在今天中午回了家乡
他回了家乡虽开心
但，
我在家真的，真的好寂寞
妈又不知怎么了，对我冷冷的
爸又忙着赚钱，没什么话说
考试又考得不好
辜负了他们
真的，真的
没面和他们说话谈天
咳。。
但除了烦恼着家庭问题
其实
也有件事让我很开心一下的
嘻嘻。。
它就好象让我在黑暗中看见了太阳一样 =)
好想天天都有这些是发生在我身上哦。。
可是也不可以很多次
因为
这是要永久性的喔。。
哈哈！
想回去也真的好开心
也很想她
^.^

心中的天使

2008-10-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

遇见你才晓得什么是思念
想告诉你却开不了口
如果让我拥有你我会毫不犹豫得将你抱紧
就请你给我机会听我说我爱你
我愿将所有幸福传输于你
你是我心中最完美天使 ^.^

让你了解我一下 ^ ^

2008-10-19T22:02:00.004+08:00

1.觉得自己怎样?
太过善良

2.如果可以选择，你希望自己以后的人生是平凡还是绚烂?
平凡带有绚烂，这样人生中才有意思嘛。。嘿嘿

3.你觉得，答应别人的事，应该一定完成吗?
当然。但是如果完成不到的话，那就应该给他一个合理的交代咯。。

4.很爱一个人，但他/她却不接受你的感情，你会选择等待还是放弃?
等待！除非她亲自跟我说我们是'不可能的'。

5.你相信天长地久吗?
相信。

6.单独和喜欢的人在一起会做什么?
谈天。但要谈得让她有说有笑。这样在这单独的时光才有意义啊。。

7.相信一见钟情还是日久生情呢?
两个都相信。因为两个都有可能在某个人的人生中发生啊。。嘻嘻

8.你觉得一切冥冥中安排好的吗?
我觉得是。我觉得这一切都已经注定好了。

9.你希望婚礼在哪举行?
教堂。因为我要耶稣保佑我们天长地久。呵呵。。

10.真的会变么?
会。每个人都会在每一刻的在变。因为每个人都一定会被四周围的东西被影响。

11.觉得两个人在一起最重要的是什么?
信任。因为有了信任，两个人之间的感情也会更进一步啊。。

12.友情和爱情面前，哪个重要?
友情。友情代表了你的人格。

13.你认为一个人可以喜欢多少人?
很多。但只能真爱一个人。

14.最爱的饮料是什么?可举多个...!!
汽水。能增加体力嘛。。

15.你认为什么是最重要?
命。其他人或自己的也一样。掌握了自己得生命，那其他的也就比起生命更容易掌握了。

16.和女朋友最喜欢去哪里待着?
那里都好。最重要她在就行了。

17.心情不好的时候会做什么事?
找朋友聊天或自己一个人静一静。

18.如果上天能给我一个神灯，我会说什么?
我会叫上天赐福给我身边，我所认识的每一个人。

19.最近在看什么?
看着电话，是否它会有回应。嘿嘿。。^^

20.如果明天是世界末日，你会做什么?
我会把我心里的真心话告诉我的朋友们。但也当然少不了告白咯。。嘻嘻 =P

虽然这些问题也无聊了一些，但却可以让你们更深得认识我。 :)

思念

2008-10-19T20:38:00.002+08:00

风吹落了叶，云朵在天空画不出弧线
思念，埋满了寂寞黑夜
我站在原地，望着你背影，静静依恋
白天雨天，你在身边
有种冲动，想要牵着你，至永远永远
你的微笑，印在我脑海，久久不灭
日日夜夜，有句说不出的话，在嘴角边缘
要你在每个雨天，都在我的身边
你是否了解？？？

爱情(第二篇)

2008-10-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

爱情是分为真爱和假爱。
所谓的真爱也真的很难找或去确定是否是真爱。爱情这个东西能带给你快乐，但，它也能带给你悲哀和伤心。在真爱里也能分成为两种爱，那也就是家庭之爱和爱人之爱。
现在多数的年轻人都在寻找着爱人之爱。包括我自己本人在内。。^^

而在假爱里来说，这就真的是在爱情世界里的伤害了。假爱就是说一些人把爱情当作是一个游戏。玩弄别人对他/她的的感情。有人也真的把爱情当作是一场游戏。有人也因为这场游戏而看不开就自杀了。我本人是很讨厌这些把爱情当作是游戏的人。。请真的不要乱乱玩这个游戏！

但在爱情世界里，也要学着大方，谦让。这样双方的话题内就很少会出现争吵的现象了。。

为什么？

2008-10-17T13:52:00.001+08:00

我的头脑里真的充满了很多个为什么。。
为什么我会生存在这个世界上？
为什么我觉得我的命还比那些什么都没有的孩子们还苦啊？
为什么我的人缘已经这么好了，还会受到那么多的苦？
为什么我每次都体量别人，那就没有人能够深深得体谅我吗？
为什么我对我四周围的人那么好，那就没有人能够可以再对我好一些吗？
为什么没人能够理解我呢？
为什么其他人能够那么自由得玩游戏，我就不可以呢？
为什么除了父母和家人之爱，我就不能得到其他的爱了吗？
为什么我在爱情世界里就那么的惨？
为什么我想在游戏里发泄我自己的不快乐也不可以？
为什么在我伤心，不开心的时候就没有人可以在我身边陪伴着我？
为什么我天天都被别人说，我就当着没事发生，而其他人被我说又不可以？
为什么那么多人能够在考试里得到那么好的成绩，我就那么难？
难道这些问题就不能变成正面的吗？
我有时候也真的想着我到底生存在这个世界上有什么意义?
我真的很希望我可以在我人生中好过一点。。

考试后~

2008-10-17T09:19:00.001+08:00

最后的考试，也就是期末考也过了。大家都也应该一定很高兴，但我却只有一半的心是开心的.>.< 其实在这考试后我正在期待着一些东西。而且那东西还可以让我比得到一切都高兴。昨天的确是考试完了，说以我妈妈也让我online和玩电脑。但这东西并没有完全的让我开心。那是我也正在期待着那样东西。但当我得到了那样东西后，我真的连睡觉也没心情了。咳。。虽然我知道爱情是没的勉强。但我真的很期待我有一天能有个真的爱情在我身边陪伴着我。有时我也真的想我是否真的没有爱情运！=.=! 虽然我有父母之爱，但我真的不知道为什么我觉得我真的好像缺乏爱似的。平时当我遇到了那些不开心的事情是我都会尽量的找些快乐的事情来弄我自己快乐。但这次我真的无法让我自己快乐！我真的好想到一个没有人的地方静一静。但这是没有可能会实现的。Haiz..

愛情(第一篇)

2008-10-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

愛是恆久忍耐，又有恩慈；愛是不嫉妒，愛是不自誇，不張狂，不求自己的益處，不輕易發怒，不計算人的惡，不喜歡不義，只喜歡真理；凡事包容，…

但是，男女間的愛也要視乎對方是否真的同樣深愛自己，對方是否一個値得你付出値得你改變的人，不能單方面付出。

由於部分人不誠實不忠心，出現假情假意、假愛情，旨在騙取性或金錢，加上不少人自信不足，所以現代人追求愛情時多誠惶誠恐患得患失，傳媒及電影業亦多理想化的愛情故事及情歌，以滿足大衆心理，加上商人的炒作，形成濫情主義和商業化愛情。

現代人更以科學方法研究愛情，分析心理生理化學等，並與大自然動物界相比找尋異同。

补习

2008-10-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

我的补习好辛苦啊！每次去他那里补习都一定会有功课的。而且又那么多的改正，改得我的手都要断了。真是的！好象不要再补了噢。。可是如果不补的话，我的时间表里就会好空荡哦。。天啊。。我该做出什么决定呀？？！咳。。>.<

新的开始

2008-10-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

欢迎来到我江皓的 blog,谢谢大家来看我的 blog. 这blog是才刚做的. 我才刚刚学着怎样用. 请不要笑我的布置哦。。这 blog 其实也不只是我一个人弄的，还有一位我的朋友也帮我弄了些，虽然我不知她弄了什么，担我还是要谢谢她。 ^^ 她的名叫嘉亿。嗯。。以后这blog将会充满着关与我的东西。多多指教咯。。

Intro

2008-10-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

Hi~~
I'm Allan..
haha..